The Truth Is

Most of the time
I'm trying not to think about whether
I'm on your mind
Puttin' up a false front for friends and family
At least I try
'Cause I can't stand being that worry that's in their eyes
So I tell lies, like

I'm doin' better than ever it's indisputable
I'm seeing somebody new and she's somethin' beautiful
I know what they want me to say, that I'm better off this way

But the truth is, I don't know how I'm gonna do this
Gettin' over you don't have a blueprint
If I knew the way out, I would have moved on by now

But the truth is, I must've fallen harder than you did
And every night's a battle that I'm losing
Gettin' you gone, I wish I was half as strong
As the truth is

Can't play pretend
With these bloodshot eyes staring back at me again
Can't lie to those king-sized sheets they know how cold they've been
But familiar faces in all those places that we went
If you ask them

I'm doing better than ever it's indisputable
I'm seeing somebody new and she's somethin' beautiful
Put another smile on my face, like I'm better off this way

But the truth is, I don't know how I'm gonna do this
Gettin' over you don't have a blueprint
If I knew the way out, I would have moved on by now

But the truth is, I must've fallen harder than you did
And every night's a battle that I'm losing
Gettin' you gone, wish I was half as strong
As the truth is

I'm make believin' your leavin' was something mutual
But if I'm honest my heart is still breaking letting go
Of somethin' beautiful

And the truth is, I don't know how I'm gonna do this
Gettin' over you don't have a blueprint
If I knew the way out, I would have moved on by now

But the truth is, I must've fallen harder than you did
And every night's a battle that I'm losing
Gettin' you gone, I wish I was half as strong
As the truth is

Oooh
As the truth is
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