Change In The Room

I'm sorry to the ones that I shattered before
I'm sorry to the ones that aren't here anymore
I'm sorry to the girl that I so loved before
But, now she's no more, oh, now she's no more
I took a walk into my wicked past on 'Memory Lane'
Track number 6, we was fadin' away
A couple days later, she hit up my cell
Said "We should reunite!", But I don't think she tells
How interesting my life's been
Since I'm a freshman, no less than $2,000 on my checks and
I drove into a dead end, and then I hit a tree stump
Listening to my bumps, I opened the door, blood up on the floor
A head and a hand on the ground
I paused my sounds
Fell to the ground
Pound
And cried out for help, but nobody's around
I cried out for help, but nobody's around

Just kidding, that story's a joke
That's how I feel in life, but nobody is woke
I get taken for granted, I get taken advantage
I put a fake face on, it's planted and landed
It's embranded
My life's been a movie, like I'm walking Enchanted
But I'm not in a castle, I will be soon, though
All cuz a track with a cover of the moon, bro
They ask when I'll make it, and I tell 'em "Soon, bro"
I'm just chillin' on 2nd, and I'm payin' my dues
But, give me 5 months, and I'll be raising the roof
They tippin' me good, I see change in the room
But, I don't want money, I want change in the room
I wanna know that I'm affectin' lives with my music
I got this lyrical ability, and I proved it
I use this mic as therapy, maybe I abused it
This song will probably flop, but, it could be a new hit
It could be worldwide, or never see the light of day
I write too many songs, and I wanna drop them right away
My mental health is better, now I see the brighter days
I just want a girl, so that we can laugh the night away
Or maybe, go on a date to the Stu'
Sorry, baby girl, but you'll never see my room
I'll write her a song, make it 4 minutes long
She 'gon hear the track, "It's heat!" Like, boom!
Light up the room like a wildfire
Next single, put it out like a fire hydrant
They turn and stare at me, when I walk in
Off the clock when I clock in
I'm dry like I'm dehydrant
I really can't believe how much my life has changed
Yet for some odd reason, man, I still feel the same
Maybe I feel like I'm runnin' the game
But, maybe I feel like I'm runnin' away
Maybe I'm getting too settled in my life
They said I'll never make it, and I'm provin' 'em right
I'm fightin' my mirror, and I'm losin' the fight
Look at my reflection; it's wrong and it's right
It's dark and it's bright, like an April night
December nights now, who 'gon be my wife?
Or to who of these girls will help me change my ways?
These girls need to realize that I won't be the same
Nah, I won't be the same after droppin' this track
My past life bad, bro, I'll never go back!
I would change one thing, maybe buy myself a ring
And sock out every person who tried to attack!
Bro, I got jumped twice!
I was losin' the fight!
But I gave 'em reasons why, so, they in the right!
Man, I don't even really wanna sing anymore
Man, what kind of plate do I bring anymore?
I used to bring content, now it's gettin' repetitive!
How do I compete when nobody's competitive?
Why do I drop when I got no incentive?
Nobody ever cared! How flukey was 7?
100,000 streams, and nobody even noticed me
Failure to the game, now it's like I'm doin' poetry