i have questions

I'm singing like I'm finally clean
But I've been living in the in-between
Or at least that's what I hear in my dreams

I can't watch a movie all the way through
Why don't I care when I swear I do
Why did I watch you leave through the rearview

Oh God Oh God Oh God
Are you there
It's me it's me it's me
Do you care
That I have questions

Oh God Oh God Oh God
Will it end
This pain my heart
When will it mend
I have questions

If you're gone why don't I see your ghost
Why can't my sister and I live close
Why do I shut out the ones I love the most

Why do I hate myself lately
Why do I always leave early
Is my dad proud of me

Oh God Oh God Oh God
Are you there
It's me it's me it's me
Do you care
That I have questions

Oh God Oh God Oh God
Will it end
This pain my heart
When will it mend
I have questions

Should I dye my hair
Go to sleep
Let it be
Close my eyes
Feel the years
Take a break
Be alone
Maybe move back home
Up my meds
Go to bed
Feel regret
Back on the east coast
Change my name
Find some fame
Learn to hate
What I made
What I wanted all along
What I wanted all along

Cause I have questions
I have questions



Credits
Writer(s): Leah Humphrey
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