Lies

I'm sick of buses I don't take
(I don't like travels)
And I'm sick of all those trains
(I don't like your trains)
Can't stand my no-started planes
(Don't like travels)
I guess I need to be chained

Oh, yes, first arrives the love
Then you only feel my cold
And that love turns into hate
I'm used to taking the blame

Come on, say that I'm a bitch
After all they've turned me into it
I'm used to taking the blame
After all I need some pain

Don't you take me for a ride
(Don't you take me for a ride)
You'd better know I'm too much fast
(I'm too much fast, fast)
You are blinded by my lights
(Don't you see my fucking lights?)
Don't you take me for a ride
(I've never like your rides)

All I do is telling lies
I am lying to myself
I'm lying to someone else
I am lying to myself

Always liked fire and flames
(I'm pyromaniac)
Too bad they fade away
(It's so sad)
For all the churches I have burnt
(I said I like fires)
My sins will be shown up
(My sins, my sins, my sins)

Oh, yes first arrives my hope
Then I realize I'm wrong
There is no one to be fond of
You're late, I'm already torn

You knew I am easily bored
You knew in my heart there's a flaw
For your hero complex
You're an accomplice of your pain

Don't you take me for a ride
(I've never like your rides)
Oh, my heart is too much fast
(My heart runs away)
I wanna see me through your eyes
(I can't see my fucking lights!)
Don't you take me for a ride
(I've never like your rides)

I am always telling lies
I am lying to myself
I'm lying to someone else
I am lying to myself

I am lying to myself
I will lie to someone else
I am lying to myself
I wanna be the girl I were

I have more numbers than years
I have some corpses under my bed
I have a secret that I won't tell
I have a mental list of your names

I keep some pieces of your hearts
So I can, so I can repair mine
You should take your time
To assume that you're only ash