Vision (feat. CapsCtrl)

My vision's lost any kind of depth
Gettin' high wishing for my death
Slowly turning into dust everything that's left
Of my broken heart and my mental health
My vision's lost any kind of depth
Gettin' high wishing for my death
Slowly turning into dust everything that's left
Of my broken heart and my mental health

I just wanna feel normal again
I know nobody's normal but I really do not care
Everybody's doing much better than I am
Can't I just be fine again?
Seems not
Seems all that I'm able to do is to sit on my chair
With the phone in my hands and to write
Fucked up as I am but no matter what
I wanna say it's not right
This lonely house I'm never alright
Fallen for her now I'm falling behind

Oh how the time passed and I still feel the same
I'm not stuck inside a past but for real ain't nothing changed
My sad eyes look for love but I lost it
My health's on the line but I never really got it
I'm dehydrated and hungry and manic
The background is filled with voices behind a static
But I'm not gonna panic
I'll let the tears drown me
My vision is clouded
This future is toxic

My vision's lost any kind of depth
Gettin' high wishing for my death
Slowly turning into dust everything that's left
Of my broken heart and my mental health
My vision's lost any kind of depth
Gettin' high wishing for my death
Slowly turning into dust everything that's left
Of my broken heart and my mental health



Credits
Writer(s): Filip Cucu
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