basement

Taste forgiveness, taste the rage
My new lines all sound the same
All these years I still can't stay awake
Fuck forgiveness, face the truth
Speak the past and come unglued
Sounds harsh but it's just my point of view

Can't say the scar doesn't hurt
I was owed more than what it was worth

Looking back or am I looking in
Reflected in my heartbeat
Amazed it didn't kill me
Don't wanna know who I could've been
(I still feel it)

Memories I can't sweat out
Low blood pressure, warbled sounds
I can't seem to find the words to say
Rake my mind for something new
Find a cure for feeling used
I've grown accustomed to these hollow days

Can't say the scar doesn't hurt
But the anger's lost the burn

Looking back or am I looking in
Reflected in my heartbeat
Amazed it didn't kill me
Don't wanna know who I could've been
(I still feel it)

I feel the aftermath in my bones
The tension comes between us
When did god desert us?
An ache almost two decades old
(Why do I still feel it?)

Looking back or am I looking in
Reflected in my heartbeat
Amazed it didn't kill me
Don't wanna know who I could've been



Credits
Writer(s): Annabeth Hopper
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