Demon Within

(Shoutout YngAtom)

The demon within, He not my friend
He jus like my twin, I think he gon win
Wont let em in, I'm not going
Look at all dis pain, That I'm showin
The demon within, He not my friend
He jus like my twin, I think he gon win
Wont let em in, I'm not going
Look at all dis pain, That I'm showin

Look at all dis pain I'm still walking through the rain
They talm bout yng how come he ain't never change
Thought you would be right wit me but you ain't stay the same
That's why it's hard to trust cause everyone be acting strange

I say Whatchu on
I been down for so long
I'm remaining strong
Why you think I be talking bout all my pain all in my songs
Yng nigga jus wanna be happy it's been so long
It feels so wrong

Look me in my eyes you can see that I'm hurting
And I ain't tell no lies when I say they did me dirty
You say you care about me but your actions ain't worried
I gotta get up out the way cause this demon in a hurry

The demon within, He not my friend
He jus like my twin, I think he gon win
Won't let em in, I'm not going
Look at all dis pain, That I'm showin
The demon within, He not my friend
He jus like my twin, I think he gon win
Won't let em in, I'm not going
Look at all dis pain, That I'm showin

Coming up it wasn't all good, seen a lot of niggaz get stuffed in a wood
It's kinda hard to forget where you came from when your homie lose his life in the hood
We was doing dirt tryna get it out the mud, always had hate, we ain't ever have love
School wasn't putting money in our poccets, so we skipped class to go sell drugs

Growing up we looked up to the thugs, had no dreams but to be like them
Now our role models either dead or in jail, we just trying not to end up like them
Reese told me don't be like him, now that he gone, I can finally see why
& I know, my nigga, he dead, but due to me, his name still alive

How you gon make it if you don't ever try, gotta put in work just to get to the top
& my heart telling me keep going no matter how much my brain say stop
Used to sell soap when we ain't have roccs, we shot high points when we ain't have gloccs
All my niggaz some serial killers, play with them & you gon get boxed

Stucc in the past like a broken clocc, all I'm tryna do is see my future
Teachers told me I had no future, way bacc then that feeling was mutual
Way bacc then I felt so useless, but now I know I got a purpose
Used to feel I had no purpose, been through a lot of shit, but it was worth it

The demon within, He not my friend
He jus like my twin, I think he gon win
Won't let em in, I'm not going
Look at all dis pain, That I'm showin
The demon within, He not my friend
He jus like my twin, I think he gon win
Won't let em in, I'm not going
Look at all dis pain, That I'm showin