Floating but Sinking (feat. ENASNI & Reytee)

Lately I'm falling
Into the deep end
Maybe it's over
Hoping that this ends
I've been exhausted
Floating but sinking

It takes drugs to forget
Everything that I felt
Everything that you said
Everything In my head
It replays on a loop
I'll be dead before it leaves
I'm just wishing it could be
Everything that we said
Taking drugs to forget
All the things that I felt
All the things that you left
Everything filled with lies
Childhood memories
I was Way too young
I'm still way too lost
Too keep going like this
I've been missing everything that this was
Can we trade
I don't wanna feel this pain
I just wanna be sober
An still feel fine
When will this be over
I'm just tired of trying

Wasting love
Taking drugs
Wishing that I could be sober
Steady fighting myself
Trynna handle this pain
In my head
All the time
That I brought from the past
Wishing I could just laugh
An just feel okay
Feeling nervous
That I'll loose myself
If I escaped that feeling
Hoping to fake my feelings
Or maybe I'll feel okay
It's just another day
Feel them same
Wanna change
Almost everything

I've been exhausted
Floating but sinking
Growing but falling
Lately it kills me
I've been exhausted
Floating but sinking
Growing but falling
Lately it kills me
Hoping we'll feel that way
Just once more
Before I die
Just wishing I could say goodbye
Maybe it's over
Looking
Around me
But I do not see you here
I do not feel right
Hiding my demons

Taking drugs
Faking love
It's all finna be over
Swerving when I crashed an the feeling was closure
An that feeling felt so good
It Felt just like the summer
Or the day that we met
Back then I was sober
Just over reacting
Still a problem child
Now I'm so good at acting
Like everything's fine
When I'm falling apart
Deep inside

-ENASNI



Credits
Writer(s): Enasni Music
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