Too Close

If that's what you've wanted
You shoulda' told me a while ago
I've been
A pawn
Tryna' play
On a board full of broken pieces
(Don't miss me)
Checkmate to your reasons
For the absentminded questions
I can tell
You weren't listening when I said
I need something different
This is not what I imagined
Not filling out my vision
But you act afraid
So I always stay
Oh lord, I-
Always pray
I'm not the same as I used to be
Since you made me
Your remedy
And I lost all my nerve, I'm
Worried since I notice you're not the one
You're not the one
You're not

Look me up and down, shoot me when I'm down
Love me here and now
Oops I'm inside out
Shoot me when I'm down
Boy, I'm down down
Down

Is it too much to ask for, too much to ask for?
Am I too close for comfort
Too close for comfort?
You gotta tell me what you're thinking of
Cause I can't read your mind
And I'm so close to giving up

Is it too much to ask for
Too much to ask for?
Am I too close for comfort?
Too close for comfort

You used not to care when I was high
But now you drink every night
So you mind and I say I'm not
Can't get caught
Mixing what we're fucked on, you told me it feels wrong
Asking why I'm strung up, but you're just drunk and feel alone
Project your demons onto me
I'm catching bullets ever since I
Heard you tried not wanting me, ya'
Made that wish on a shot of liquor
But I gotta
Introduce my thoughts; all spiraling
I know you'll need a hit of me
Breathe in deep like medicine

Look me up and down, shoot me when I'm down
Love me (Here and now)
If that's the case
It's going down like that
You don't deserve emotions
And oops I'm inside out
Shoot me when I'm down
Boy, I'm down down
Down

Is it too much to ask for?
Too much to ask for?
Am I too close for comfort?
Too close for comfort?
You gotta tell me what you're thinking of
Cause I can't read your mind
And I'm so close
To giving up
Giving up

Is it too much to ask for, too much to ask for?
Am I too close for comfort?
Too close for comfort?

You're calling me out on my shit, but I ain't perfect
There I said it
You aren't a saint either, dear
Why the indifference?
Dress me up in your laws
Cut you out to hold my own
Then you call me up
Try to turn me on
Determined not to need your love
My head is burning up
Low-key high on lust
High-key lonely in your presence
'Cause it's not enough
Never know ya'
Broke my voice cause
Thought I told ya'
Thousand times that
You're a shot in the dark and I'm trying to see again
You're a shot to the lungs and I'm trying to breathe even