Changes (feat. Nicolas Sales)

It's been some years since I spoke with you
I found out all my hidden fears when I broke with you
I used to fear I had no hope with you
But now i know that to be true
Damn I was so confused

It takes time to ease your mind
When all you know is pain
I can't remember the last time that I felt sane

But now I'm falling all the time
I wish I could rewind
Back to a time when everything was okay

But now it's changing all the time, I know
The summer turns into bummer
And the hums turn to thunder

I wish I could be someone you know
I fuck up
But that don't mean that I'm a fuck up
But just fuck it

Now I'm better on my own, I swear
You probably think I'm all alone out there
But I been moving with the breeze
I don't need your sympathy
Yet still I wonder if you ever even cared

And do you ever think about me like that?
I doubt it
You're probably feeling all alone when you're crowded
Tell me, why you went and turned your back
I mean it
When I say that you're the weakest
Can't believe this

At least I still have my dignity
You gave away your every bit when you did this to me

Now when I think to the past, I'm glad it's history
I never should have missed a beat
You fucked me up but now I'm done
I'll see you later in my sleep

And do you ever think about me like that?
I doubt it
You're probably feeling like you're better off without me
Tell me why'd you have to do me like that?
I mean it
You had to go and cut me out
Yeah I seen it

Middle of the night
Yeah i fight the urge to text you
Should I just forget you?
I can't let you in again

Missing you again
Yeah I know that i left you
I cannot forget you
I just can't forget you

Talk to me, even if you yell
Baby hit me like you mean it
Just so I can tell that you're still here

Tell me
Tell me that you hate me
I know I been hated
I been getting faded (To numb the pain)

Propane, yeah
Light the flame, yeah
It won't be the same, yeah
It won't be the same, yeah

It was a mistake to think about you again
All you cause is pain, yeah
I'm done

And do you ever think about me like that?
I doubt it
You're probably feeling all alone when you're crowded
Tell me, why you went and turned your back
I mean it
When I say that you're the weakest
Can't believe this

At least I still have my dignity
You gave away your every bit when you did this to me

Now when I think to the past, I'm glad it's history
I never should have missed a beat
You fucked me up but now I'm done
I'll see you later in my sleep