Survivor's Guilt

Well it hit me like a bomb - I'm happy? Why?
It seems like only yesterday I wished that I would die
But then I heard you got evicted, I heard that you got sick
Back to bed, now, everyone goodnight

Sorry I had a real great fucking year
While you were crying about how much you hate it here
But now I've got survivor's guilt and I just wanna disappear

Maybe the problem here is something deeper than
A surface level wish for those I know
Have you been conditioned? Do you feel that friction?
When you succeed while those around you don't?

Sorry I had a real great fucking year
While you were crying about how much you hate it here
But now I've got survivor's guilt and I just wanna disappear

And the sky opened. The rain freezing in place.
This place, a tapestry to the exact moment I lost my composure
Forever enshrined like a castle of stone and mortar now forgotten
But it will return! Oh yes, it will return, rebuilt and renewed!
A new foundation upon which you will rise like a mountain
It will be a beacon - a waypoint for those still searching
Reassuring them that the search is worth searching
The search is worth searching
The search is worth searching



Credits
Writer(s): Taylor Lanham
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