Shadow Clones

I don't care about being' known
I just wanna be heard
Honestly

Tell me how you really feel, feel about me
Smoke Mary Jane and sip codeine
'Cause I feel low and lonely
Why won't anyone come hold me
I don't need no friends, I don't need homies
Listen real good, yeah listen closely
I'm 'bout to up the dosage, I need dopamine
I need more of you, yeah the dope I mean

Why doesn't anyone wanna talk to me
I need help, like c'mon obviously
Like John Legend, I want all of you
But I don't think you want all of me
And it's fine, I know I'm a handful
I know I'm a lot to handle
And this time I'm out like a candle
Blow once, I'll jump out the window

I'm jumping' through obstacles in my head
Life is so comical, am I dead
I opened my eyes and I thought to myself
"Goddamn, no not yet"

Shoot me with a hunnid arrows, strike me with some lighting
I can't go and put up another fight scene
I can't go
I can't go
I won't go if I'm alone

My demons learned shadow clone like they Naruto
Started growing extra limbs, it's a freak show
But I won't let 'em land a single hit on me
Protect myself, sip more codeine
And all I have are bad habits up my sleeve
The door's always open, yeah, you're always free to leave
But I'll help you see what I see
The beauty in you is blinding
And all of you is enticing
You're the cake and icing
But those are just words and nothing else
You get your love from someone else

Yeah, pass me my fix
pass over the dopamine, dopamine, dopamine
I love you 'cause you help me so much, yeah
The dope I mean, dope I mean, dope I mean