Utopian Thirst

Inside I try to figure a compromise
To society's dark inevitable demise
Fractalize groups lies that socialize
Looking for Utopia I give to fantasize

Do I first need lose living breath
To escape mortal bonds of death
I envision a scene of total peace
Where's there not even an ant with disease

Drifting off I picture sky with a blue sun
Removed of the errors that I've done
Place where not even away the animals run
Where children can play and have simple fun

Not afraid a corona-virus fate
Ever meal is a never-ending plate
Place so serene with a golden gate
Eternal place all is loved with soul mate

Place without fear of being mortal
Step through divine threshold portal
See the streets of silver and buildings gold
Every want you have is free nothing sold

I see others walking yet can't make out a face
I hear a voice say 'This is not yet your place'
Says 'You will have this in due time'
'When you're ready and find the sublime'

Then I awake from this envisioned dream
Heart now beating like a train of steam
Idea's focus on sewing up soul's seam
I must find this place of Heavenly gleam