too late now

Did I say I need you?
You know I didn't mean to
And no you didn't catch me
Staring at you through the rearview

I don't know why
I deny you every night
Now you read me like a sign that says
"Don't get too close, I'll bite"

Did I say I'll meet you
At the metro station?
I'll take you to the campus
For my brother's graduation

I don't know why
I end every night
With a choice in my head
"This is it, fight or flight"
If I choose the latter
It'd just be out of spite

But it's too late now
For me to miss your calls
And it's too late now
For me to not want more
Well I could be the one to say i'm getting scared about it
Pack up all my things and say "I'll see myself out"
But it's too late now
For me to just let go
So I won't
I'll just hold tight

(Mmmm)

Didn't I tell you "Avatar"
Puts me in my feelings?
You laughed and said
"It's just a children's television series"

Sometimes I feel so damn much
The smallest thing can tie me up
Above the ground
But say the word
I'll come back down

'Cause it's too late now
For me to tell you no
And it's too late now
For me to take it slow
Well I could be the one to say I'm getting scared about it
Pack up all my things and say "I'll see myself out"
But it's too late now
For me to just let go
So I won't
I'll just hold tight

(Mmmm)

But I can only hold for so long
Before doubt creeps through the cracks
And moves my body back to the floor
Well I could go back in
Or I could go away
Guess which choice I make?
Guess which choice I make?

Is it too late now to admit the fear is real?
Is it too late now to tell you how I feel?

Well I will be the one to say I feel good about it
Don't pack up your things
I think we should stick it out
It isn't too late now
But if you want to go
You can go
Or you could hold me tight

(Mmmm)