Vesper

Yo
I wake up
But I don't want to be here
The pain strikes my brain like a seizure
A blade to the vein leaves me bleedin
Take Adderall pills cause I'm fiending
My only escapes when I'm dreaming
The only place left I can see you
I hate hate what I'm feeling
You call but I don't want to see you
Can't break up, I don't want to leave you
Why I get the shakes when I'm near you?
When you say my name like you need me
You don't have to say shit
I know what you're thinking
You're thinking of every way you could leave me

Catch my breath
Only thirty minutes left
Watch the time the clock is ticking
Won't be long until I'm dead
23 is short of 27, four years there's no difference
27 is the only fucking club that I'm enlisted
It's been ten months since my brother died
For years it seems I've missed him
Seems like no one knows the pain I feel
The issues I've been given
If I just explain the shit I feel then maybe you would listen
Ain't nobody give a shit
So fuck em all and go your own way
They gone notice when you're missing
They gone take me for granted
Watch how they feel when I vanish
I live my life out of a duffle bag
No place to rest my head
They say there's no rest for the wicked
Get my sleep in when I'm dead
When I'm alone I'm not okay
And every day just feels the same
Inside my mind are burning memories
I cannot ease the pain
It's like a bullet to the brain

Yo
I wake up
But I don't want to be here
The pain strikes my brain like a seizure
A blade to the vein leaves me bleedin
Take Adderall pills cause I'm fiending
My only escapes when I'm dreaming
The only place left I can see you
I hate hate what I'm feeling
You call but I don't want to see you
Can't break up, I don't want to leave you
Why I get the shakes when I'm near you?
When you say my name like you need me
You don't have to say shit
I know what you're thinking
You're thinking of every way you could leave me

Catch my breath
Only thirty minutes left
Watch the time the clock is ticking
Won't be long until I'm dead
23 is short of 27, four years there's no difference
27 is the only fucking club that I'm enlisted
It's been ten months since my brother died
For years it seems I've missed him
Seems like no one knows the pain I feel
The issues I've been given



Credits
Writer(s): Danil Marenin, Kaleb Rasmussen
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