The Hardest Part

Recollections erased
Forgotten memories
Removed from oneself
Gone, withdrawn, all at once
Erased
Resemblance of what I got used to
The likeness of an absent ghost
A blank stare met with an empty gaze
Take these memories and leave nothing in their place
I'm sorry
I promise I know it's hard to handle me
Back and forth, I can't control my fucking brain
I don't want to be like this
Imposing fear and uncertainty
But you never know when
It's bound to happen again

Do you remember
How could I hide what was hiding from me
Do you remember all those nights
Do you remember all those nights
I still remember 2018
I still feel the sting
Conflicted feelings lingering
I needed you
I still remember

I wasn't wrong I was right all along
Left the door wide open when I should've locked it shut
What the fuck
I guess I'll just blame it on my luck
Tried our hardest but this is the hardest part
Take these memories and leave silence in their place
Drifting away
This face no longer feels like home
Tear down these walls
I swear these barriers are paper thin
Clench my chest I can hardly breathe
Still I gasp as the air escapes through the holes you burned in me
Take these memories away



Credits
Writer(s): No Design, No Purpose
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