Pyromaniac

I'm blinded by the fire that I'm holding in my hands
It's only getting higher cuz of your type that exists
You never gave us time to talk it over
Now I forgot what it's like to be sober
My sinful ways have tried to compensate for no proper closure

I still find that
I've been visiting our past
I just found my own ways to cope with
Seemingly never ending pain

And I had to fuck another
To forget you once were my lover
Yet I still suffer
Since that day been thinking about you
And I had to play with fire
To get over you and my desires
Now I'm tired from every woman stopping by
Now im bandaging my growing scars with sin
But im damaging my broken heart with sin

I'll keep riding till my heavy soul loses touch
And forgets its place
I'll keep drinking till my mind sees other planets out in space
I promise you the lights will love my face
And everyone will all know my name
Till then I'll love until I'm numb and clouds begin to fade

I still find that
I've been visiting our past
I just found my own ways to cope with
Seemingly never ending pain

I had to fuck another
To forget you once were my lover
Yet I still suffer
Since that day been thinking about you
And I had to play with fire
To get over you and my desires
Now I'm tired from every woman stopping by
Now im bandaging my growing scars with sin
But im damaging my broken heart with sin
Now im bandaging my growing scars with sin
But im damaging my broken heart with sin

I'm not proud of what I've become
Become so hard to give a fuck
I've been so down and out of luck
Been missing out on all your love
Even when we were together
Even when we were together
Can't all be winners
Are you listening?
Oh girl
Are you even listening?
If you are
I still love you
I still want you
I can't hide it
And I won't fight it
Come and be mine
Help you forget about every other guy
I still want you
Let me love you
Like how we used to
Even though it was too soon
Just a memory
Just a memory
In my room
My room