I Know Better Now

My vision is not the way it was
I'm healing from the things that were done
But check it out, I think I got my balance now
I'm uptight from the time that I wasted and let go by

I took a little break, I know all my people miss me
And even all the haters look, I know you wanna be me
I'm walking down the street and some people want a pic
They post it cause they know my face will bring them all the clicks

Fuck money
Fuck fame
Fuck clout
You know the name, and you know what I'm about
I think I do too much
But I'm a people pleaser, don't know how to give it up

Growth is a struggle, I be all alone
No one ever hits me up, or ever call my phone
People say they proud of me, I always tell them prove it
You know I create the trends, you know that I start the movement

I've stayed to myself for way too long
It's time for me to let it out and put it in a song
like the way I feel when no one's around
Imma stay to myself, cause I know better now

People be worried bout me and my momma
They mad because I always stay out the drama
One bad chapter doesn't mean the story's over
Seven, seven, seven you know I'm a four leaf clover

Seven, seven, seven that's the angel hour
They call me weak while I'm defeated, now who got the power
My rhymes be filled with crack, my music's an addiction
Thank god I found myself, I finally see the vision

Growth is a struggle, I be all alone
No one ever hits me up, or ever calls my phone
People say they proud of me, l always tell 'em prove it
You know I create the trends, you know that I start the movement

I've stayed to myself for way to long
It's time for me to let it out and put it in a song
I like the way I feel when no one's around
Imma stay to myself, cause I know better now