Say You're Here

I feel my thoughts
I feel my head struggling to contain everything unsaid
These words I have not spoken yet
I hide from you a fear that's left

Every night I sit down and start to struggle with my doubt
I tell myself it's fine 'till I turn the lights out
Then darkness overwhelms me and my fears creep in again
The voices in my head awaken and tell me it should end

And I know there's no need to go
But I'm still scared to be alone
So please come back and say you're here
My hope's now covered by my fears

I sometimes sleep and then I'll dream
And what I see I call "make-believe"
It's sometimes true
I'll dream of you, then wake up and fight the truth

I wake up every morning
And then I wonder why I slept at all last night
'Cause my fears still reach the sky
I'm afraid of everything
I think: "how can it be
That I feel safer indoors than where the wind blows free?"

And I know there's no need to go
But I'm still scared to be alone
So please come back and say you're here
My hope's now covered by my fears

I need to find a way to tell you I've gone away
I need to find a way to tell you I've gone away

And I know there's no need to go
But I'm still scared to be alone
So please come back and say you're here
My hope's now covered by my fears

And I know there's no need to go
But I'm still scared to be alone
So please come back and say you're here
My hope's now covered by my fears