My Anxiety

Sometimes I can't sleep
Cuz of all the shit I think of
Feel like I'm never dreaming always
Running from my fuckin demons
Don't care got the devil
Lookin down from my ceiling
Toss and turn I'll never learn to
Slow down for that fuckin curve
Hit the gas full blast
With my seat belt on
Feeling like i care just enough
To not give a fuck
Turn the Lights out just to
Find out anxiety killing me
Constant pressure comin down
Like a mother fuckin vise grip

Every time I open my eyes
I can see the darkest skies
Everything you fuckin do wanna
Make me turn and run from you
Got ptsd
Never cared about me
Wanna go back in time
And tell you to let me be
Every time I open my eyes
I can see the darkest skies
Everything you fuckin do
Wanna make me turn and run

Life put me in a choke hold
Make sure that I'll die real slow
Going thru the seasons
Year to year just to see the snow
I got time to sit back smoke
Myself out and just let it go
I don't wanna carry the pain
I just need shed your name
Life's always got its up and downs
I don't really give a fuck
Wash away the past
Cuz that pain will never last
I can feel your hurt
From a mile away
And with every shovel full
It feels like I'm closer to my grave
Throw me in now
No need for a casket
Just put me in that hole
With my weed in a basket
Throw some dirt on
Blame your past and move on
I got problems you got problems
Feel that void and move on
Throw me in now
No need for a casket
Just put me in that hole
With my weed in a basket
Throw some dirt on
Blame your past and move on
I got problems you got problems
Feel that void and move on

Every time I open my eyes
I can see the darkest skies
Everything you fuckin do wanna
Make me turn and run from you
Got ptsd
Never cared about me
Wanna go back in time
And tell you to let me be
Every time I open my eyes
I can see the darkest skies
Everything you fuckin do wanna
Make me turn and run



Credits
Writer(s): Brian Ables
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