Camel Blues

I won't lie i like sitting in the front seat
Of his truck
Forgot how you made me feel like too much
Forgot almost everything

Like i still feel a bit of tenderness when i'm walking down 36th
When i'm near the park or
Your apartment

But it's not about missing you
It's that lingering scent of camel blues
I wish you hadn't left such a foul taste in my mouth
You haunt all my joy now
And you're not even around

I still don't see how it was not enough
I emptied mine i filled your cup
I turned myself into a puppet

Still i'd like to think you couldn't hate me
And if you do its cause you're ashamed
You're ashamed because maybe you should be

Still its not about missing you
It's that lingering scent of camel blues
I wish you hadn't left such a foul taste in my mouth
You haunt all my joy now
And you're not even around

And I keep the light on keep the light on
It's still my city at night
I keep the light on keep the light on
It's just as much yours as mine

I won't lie i like sitting in the front seat of his truck
Waiting for the engine to heat up

Waiting for the right way