Anti Social

Antii-Social, I'm Antii-Social
Antii-Social, I'm Antii-Social
Voices in my head, Voices
In my head, I was taking
Different meds used to wish
That I was dead, voices in
My head, voices in my head I
Was taking different meds used
To wish that I was dead

I did that mmm,mmm,mmm
When I was solo cause it's
Niggas that ain't gone be in
Jail witchu lining up for a photo
Playin' big bank take lil bank
When I was ocho I'm gone touch
Me a million in the next, 3 yearrs
All that pain and that sufferin' I
Then cried bout 3 billion tears
Fightin' different insecurities
While tryna conquer fears, my
Heart aching in my chest it
Feel like I'm getting pierced

Ain't see no other way to go
But now I see it clear, all these
Diamonds onna nigga they shinin'
Like chandelier's, I don't gotta be
At the top to know, I'm top tier
Chicago ain't just violence we got
Places like Navy Pier, lotta families
And happy faces that be over here

I can admit that I ain't ready, lotta
Pressure on my back that I'm carrying
Super heavy come from pissy bedsheets
Used to say a nigga was smelly
Wearin' hand me down shoes ain't no
Good food up in his belly, we was
Sleeping on mattresses with roaches
Up inna telly, chop the
Head off of snakes, stay alert keep
A machete, early mornings and late
Nights, feeling wearyy, afraid of
Becoming what I don't wanna beee
This shit is scaryy

Antii-Social, I'm Antii-Social
Antii-Social, I'm Antii-Social
Voices in my head, Voices
In my head, I was taking
Different meds used to wish
That I was dead, voices in
My head, voices in my head I
Was taking different meds used
To wish that I was dead

Feelin' like, you not good
Enough for anybody I ain't
Plan on her stealin' my heart
She committed robbery I hope
That we see each other again
And go to bali when I needed
Some love ain't even get it from molly

No I ain't neva did it, but do
You get it maybe he ah be
Better if the boy just had his
Mommy who barely know em
With attention that she don't
Show em, unknown like Luminati
Gone be remembered like rocky

Can try to but you can't stop me
I like Louie, Gucci, Versace, I gave
My dad an apology when imma
Legend naw it ain't shocking me
Now you know so it won't be super
Shockingly can you dance choreography
Caught a glance of her watching me
She send pics like photography swear
I like how she talk to me, baby come on
And walk with me, reach for the stars
Like astronomy, want them blues
Like monopoly, from the way
I spit, ain't nobodyyy on top of meeee

Antii-Social, I'm Antii-Social
Antii-Social, I'm Antii-Social
Voices in my head, Voices
In my head, I was taking
Different meds used to wish
That I was dead, voices in
My head, voices in my head I
Was taking different meds used
To wish that I was dead