I Want You To See Me Now

Every morning
I rise
And chose
to be alive
And why can't you see it too?

I used to
choose to die

I always knew one day
I'd lose you, too

I still feel the weight
Of the shame
which often wrought
Cultivating
for myself
A more unconscious
sabotage

And what did I do it for?

An attempt to
Even out our score.

Student teacher
Emotional creature

Student teacher
Emotional creature

Can you even see me with
Your eyes locked in orbit?

It's a shame ive grown accustomed
To your chronic disappointment

I want you to see me now
I still wanna make you proud
Somehow

Every morning
I rise
And chose
to be alive
And why can't you see it too?

I used to
choose to die

I couldn't help but hide myself
From you

Student teacher
Emotional creature

Student teacher
Emotional creature

I hurt you, to which
I cannot disagree
But it'd just die
If you could recognize
The differences in me

I want you to see me now
I still wanna make you proud somehow

Member when I asked you if I changed
you said "sure, you changed again."

What a gentle way of saying im
The same way as I was then

I want you to see me now
I still wanna make you proud somehow

I want you to see me now
I still wanna make you proud somehow
Somehow
Somehow
Somehow
Somehow!

Every morning
I rise
And chose
to be alive
And why can't you see it too?

I used to
choose to die

Waiting for the day when I'm
Enough for you



Credits
Writer(s): Andie B Nussbaum
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