Russian Roulette

Yo Damn what a place to be in
Tried to be a genius now I'm stuck fiending
Gave it a shot why she still leaving
Who am I not? Who am I pleasing
Goddamn this shit is a cycle
My love my love is a typo
Mistakes I really can't fight though
I'll go I'll go where the wind blows
Sometimes the universe it does things
These things the wonder that they bring
In positions, forced to be dismissive
These things that need my attention
It's cool cause in time I'll listen
Through heartbreak still on the mission
What Allah brings, see it when I'm ready
Maybe by then give a love that's steady

Time pass, the stress cracks
We all laugh
Heartbreak, this shits fake
We don't gas
Our pain, there's no gain
We don't fast
Move on, we're not pawns
That's all facts
So numb the minds far, we don't care
Hearts cold, my soul old this ain't fair
What a state of mind wasn't really aware
Who was right there, didn't think to interfere
Who would've thought on the night that I turned blue
Russian blue with the swoop how she came true
Man she kept it trill, she know how I feel
She know how I think this is instincts
Goddamn what a moment of a clarity
This is not a fluke this is all voluntarily
Who would've thought that the baddie from the sideline
Would be the beauty taking space in my mind

The Time spent with her yo the days blur
Don't know and don't care how this shit turn yo
They can judge they can judge they can judge
I don't give a fuck cause I'm not in a rush
This ain't about love
This ain't about feels
We don't gotta hugs
But fuck we gotta heal
It's a risk it's a Russian roulette
Clarity is better than live and regret
When the fog clears man there opportunities
Like waking up in peace next to this beauty



Credits
Writer(s): Mahael Abdul-qawi
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