Panic Attack

Bad panic attack, said, "I'm never going back to school"
And I left that day
Drove six hours home in the car all alone
It's a tale of how I went insane
Staring up at the ceiling, will I make it past the feeling?
Am I ever gonna be okay?
Dear God, what's the meaning, is it time I get to leaving?
Called my mom, she said I had to stay

I'm a fucking narcissist
Will I make it out of this?
I'd do anything to be like you
Yeah, one moment I'm a poet
Then next thing before you know it
I'm alone and locked in my room

Yeah, my bed is getting colder, and I'm only getting older
Almost 20 and I want to cry
21 and I'm done, another trip around the sun
Honey, welcome to the game of life

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Had another breakdown in the middle of town
Drove out to that park I like
Didn't know what it's about, but I heard a pretty sound
Like a violin in the night

And the curtains opened up, I could hear applause erupt
All the people watching me on stage
With the world falling down and my face to the crowd
Oh, I think I'm gonna be okay