Never See You Again

Will I ever see you again
In the music you will
I was behind on time
But it caught up when you were
Long gone

Lost in the wonderland but can't find Alice
This rap shit is god's gift this is my king's chalice
My rings lie where kings die let's get a moment of silence
All this pain is pleasure nigga I ain't no Black Atlass
My rhymes and lyrics are timeless
This how I feel and how I felt about all of this violence
I thought I beat depression but it's back and stronger than I am
It makes me wanna pull the strap and put a bullet in Hachi
Climbing up ranks it keeps me busy not happy
Drowning in love I cant go back like the logo of Versace
I'm left with pieces of what once was something beautiful
Guess this is something seasonal
I just wanted you to know
That you're right about everything that you thought about me
I'm a sinner I'm an asshole but I want you to see
That theres a reasoning and you will know eventually
That you are everything I want and you are all that I seek
Life is high how life is
If life was a niggas it'd be crucified RIP to Virgil I wear Off White You'll never see me in suit and tie
Rapping the pain away if you knew me back then you will say that a nigga changed
Nigga just look through the lens
The picture fading nigga life is changing
This shits amazing and when I have babies
You'll all repay me
And the niggas that once hated me will try to come back
No pussy talk my niggas please I'm begging stop with your cap
Yeah
No pillow talk I don't give a fuck bout a niggas life and
I'm sick of crying I'm sick of dying My momma crying
I'm leaving when I turn 18 I'm sick of lying
And when you see me in the streets just know a nigga trying
Not woken Spiritual don't know where I'm headed
I'm alive that shit's a miracle
No lead in my head and
Never been super religious
But I'm praying to god
That I make it out this hole just wanna know where I'm headed
Right now I'm a nigga in this big ass world
I'll make a name for myself
Don't wanna go unheard
Don't need no pain on my belt
I wanna truly be happy
I wanna truly be flashy
Don't need nobody to help me
Cuz niggas clearly against us
Cause they don't want us to shout
It's like my stupid fucking uncle when he kicked my dad out
Cause he saw him making moves and making making money for a house
And that nigga disapproved cause he just lost his fucking spouse
That nigga beat her cause he crazy he don't know what he doing
He lost his kids and lost his wife cause of the life he pursuing
That nigga blamed it on us so he just put us in the street
So when we talk shit on his name it's cause he not family

Right now in the middle of downtown
Putting this verse together I'm trynna sound profound
I'm trynna finish my album I hope y'all like the sound
And in a couple years from now I hope I'm over the ground
Yeah
I hope I
Make it out of this place that I'm living
I'm trapped inside a lonely world trynna make me a livin
I hope I make enough money to retire my parents
And put em in a fucking mansion in the middle of paris
This shit is like a diary to me
So when you hear these fucking words you'll know what niggas mean by free
And i'm high as fuck with headphones on and my head down in my class
So when you see me sad and smoking let a nigga roll in peace
yeah
I'm talking with this new girl
And I think I'm feeling hopeful cause I'm in this new world
But you know I'm scared as fuck of what the future holds for me
So I'm gonna sit back down nigga and just roll in peace

Ending this off before my words are forsaken
I wanna start my album off by giving you guys a lesson
Don't ever let love torture you cuz being single a blessing
And my shawty if you hearing this i'll send you a message
I hope this
I hope this life shit starts giving better days
I wanna fall in love with you but I'm still stuck in my ways
This ain't a suicide note this aint a break up letter
But if you knew just who I am this is where I'm gonna stay