Where'd You Go?

My heart would beat different when I was around you
Yes, I was a clown to--try and fix issues that were all internal
But I still would try to stay down, too
You were my homie, a bestfriend at the top of a pedestal
If only I caught you before the depression did
And the rope on a tree too

I swear to god

My body is broken
I'm misspoken
And my tongue is so tied
Please tell me why
What drove you over the edge and caused you to not be alive
Please tell me why
Why did you have to go
There's oblivion with all the reasons bro
I got little hope left for the public show
And I'm all alone, I just thought that you should know

I suffer down here on earth
But at least you in a better place
We still got connection when I lose my focus and look into all of the outer space
Yeah you in a better place
You in a better place
I gotta tell myself all of these words while I wipe these dirty tears off my face
Now I can't help but to question myself
All of the pain that you felt
Was I the person who dealt--it
Were you jus caring about all my feelings
Which is why you never said this

I feel so empty and anxious about all your actions
I might have a heart attack
And I'm wishing death upon me with all my energy to get up there and have your back

I'm sorry
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me the most
I'm sorry I didn't check in 24/7, and sometimes even went ghost
I'm sorry for my lack of communication witchu on a regular basis
And I'm truly sorry that you felt the need to turn yourself away from faces

Uh
Where did you go?
Heaven or Hell
Did you see the light
Or did you go down below
Are you still roaming the earth as a shadow and watching my body glow
Are you still watchin me cry as I try to figure out my flow
Please just let me know
Uh
Where did you go?
Heaven or Hell
Did you see the light
Or did you go down below
Are you still roaming the earth as a shadow and watching my body glow
Are you still watchin me cry as I try to figure out my flow
Please just let me know

You was my brother from another mother
But society didn't understand
They blatantly took you away from me
Now I gotta wear the pants, be the man
Never thought that my emotions would get the best of me as long as I live
But I'm on the fence, so I guess it's okay if my emotions start to give

I'm sorry
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me the most
I'm sorry I didn't check in 24/7, and sometimes even went ghost
I'm sorry for my lack of communication witchu on a regular basis
And I'm truly sorry that you felt the need to turn yourself away from faces

Uh
Where did you go?
Heaven or Hell
Did you see the light
Or did you go down below
Are you still roaming the earth as a shadow and watching my body glow
Are you still watchin me cry as I try to figure out my flow
Please just let me know
Uh
Where did you go?
Heaven or Hell
Did you see the light
Or did you go down below
Are you still roaming the earth as a shadow and watching my body glow
Are you still watchin me cry as I try to figure out my flow
Please just let me know