Drowning In Silence

Where do I go when I feel so Alone
I've been searching for somewhere but can't find a home
I've been looking for something to block out the pain
But it's creeping so strong I can't seem to retain
Hurting though life Struggle to change it
How do I fight When it's bigger than satin
Lonely at night I'm stuck on the same things I can't do right I'm sorry I'm anxious
Watching demons fly by feeling like a drive by
Caught up in the same lie keeping feelings inside
Scared I'm gonna lose sight never wanna change life
Heavy feelings I fight staying strong don't show fright
Takin feelings all night Reaper tryna take mine Hide um deep you wont find
Want them at the same time stuck In there se confused rhymes
Pray my soul will stay mine Leave my past behind before I'm drowning out my mind

Demon's in combat I'm fighting them off
And they just come up out the shade and I just cannot get them off
And I'm a soldier In a battle but the battles in my heart
And when there's infinite ammo it's a never ending war
Overthinking everyday I'm gonna tear myself apart
Emotions in my head have got me living in the dark
I'm not scared to be alone I'm just scared to be apart
And there's a lot of empty feeling in the place of my heart
Drowning in silence yeah it's Been awhile since I've been able to see the bright side
Picking up my sins she put me together and she gave me a home
But I don't wanna annoy her should I just leave her alone
I'm scratching at my neck as I look at the phone depressed clingy mess
I really try to be strong you always calm me down and you tell me that I'm wrong
But these devils and emotions just cannot get along

Where you are is where I'll be
You held me down in times of need
You have me trust that's all I need
I'll keep it safe you fight with me
Knock Demon's back when they attack
Your the one to keep me safe when they fall flat
They got me pined you have my back
And I can't thank you enough for helping me get back



Credits
Writer(s): Zach Swanson
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