Left Me (with YNW BSlime)

They always say, "It is what it is"
But never do they ask if I'm okay (I'm okay)
So I just lean back on a bourbon
Memory lane, my truck keeps turnin'

I don't wanna live another day (oh no)
If I can't see your face (your face)
Hell, it feels like years
Keep on drownin' my pain in this beer

I don't know why you left me
Now you're nothin' but a memory
And I keep fallin' and fallin'
If Heaven had a phone, I'd call it

Smokin' like a cigarette inside an ashtray
Addictions that I'm gettin', all are in a bad way
I could drown a hundred proof, honestly, it sounds safe
I could tell you that I love you, but I'm lyin' to your face

I don't know why you left me
Now you're nothin' but a memory
And I keep fallin' and fallin'
If Heaven had a phone, I'd call it

On and on
Life just goes on and on
Two years, my brother's been gone
And I've never felt so alone

This pain is killing me
Gettin' hard to breathe
Gettin' hard to sleep
'Cause I keep thinkin' of you and me

I've been feeling so alone
Don't know what's going on
Don't know where I went wrong
So here's my heart in a song

I don't know why you left me
Now you're nothin' but a memory
And I keep fallin' and fallin'
If Heaven had a phone, I'd call it

Oh-oh, spent a lot of time at home
Missin' you callin' my phone, and all
All the silly fights at home, and now
I'm wishin' you can hear this song

And they keep tellin' me to let it be
But I just can't seem to find peace
And all I can think of is you and me
Tourin' and travelin' the countries

I don't blame you for leavin' me
But we just had so many memories
And after all of those arguments
Still wish we never departed

I don't know why you left me
Now you're nothin' but a memory
And I keep fallin' and fallin'
If Heaven had a phone, I'd call it

I don't know why you left me
Now you're nothin' but a memory
And I keep fallin' and fallin'
If Heaven had a phone, I'd call it