War

Don't come along, I'm 'bout to go to war
Don't come along, I want to keep you safe and sound
It's a nightmare, full of blood and gore
It's murderous, if you get killed, you won't be found

And I don't care if I survive or not
I'm just tired, and I want to end it all

'Cuz everybody wants to engage in a war with me
I'm always the bad guy, you'll see
No matter how hard I try
They will put me in denial
And I've lived with this insanity
For long enough, so I can see
Who's faithful, and who's betraying me

I'm raging like a storm that's by the sea
I'm bringing in the rain, there ain't no stopping me
The killer lightning to my enemy
The lionheart to people who follow my lead

But in the end, I'm just gonna be villainized
I'm saving lives, but I want to die

'Cuz everybody wants to engage in a war with me
I'm always the bad guy, you'll see
No matter how hard I try
They will put me in denial
And I've lived with this insanity
For long enough, so I can see
Who's hateful, and who's loving me

These wars ain't gonna stop
They've crushed my heart
For a billion times
I watched my loved ones died
Right by my side
And I couldn't do anything to save them

I still blame myself every now and then
It left me in a real torment
Will I ever find someone who can save me from this distress?

'Cuz everybody wants to engage in a war with me
I'm always the bad guy, you'll see
No matter how hard I try
They will put me in denial
And I've lived with this insanity
For long enough, so I can see
Who's spiteful, and who would die for me