Stardust

Why do I feel guilty
For something I could never change
Someone tell my mom I'm sorry
I can't look her in the face
Why do I feel shameful
I've done nothing deserving of shame
Will I collapse my ribs in on each other
I won't defer the blame

'We're all made of stardust'
Yeah, that sounds like bullshit to me too
Did the moon smile and say she loved us
Did Jesus smile too

I was my hands over and over again
Maybe if I wash them enough, it'll look like my skin
But I don't think it's wrong the way it is
You just can't see it in the right lighting

If I wasn't sure, I'd keep my mouth shut
If I wasn't positive
If I wasn't sure, I'd keep my mouth shut
If I wasn't positive
If I wasn't sure, I'd keep my mouth shut
If I wasn't positive
If I wasn't sure, I'd keep my mouth shut
If I wasn't positive

I try to stay out of the floodlights
Their fluorescence hurts my eyes
And I can feel whatever's inside me
Eating me from the inside

And it crawls out of my throat
And it's a blight upon the earth
And I can feel you staring at me
Is this what my whole life was worth
And it's like you've seen me naked
Nailed up to a cross
Will you drive your spear into my ribs and tell me all is lost
Could you tell me all is lost



Credits
Writer(s): Jada Rose Kitts
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