Deja Vu

She brushed her messy pink bangs out of her face, and kneeled at the table
"There's powders waiting there for you", they said, when she entered the party
She rolled up a slick 50 and placed the bill up her right nostril
Closing the other manually with her hand
She lowered her head and snorted a line
The immediate numbness that hit her - that feeling of instant bliss
She knew it and loved it all too well

Another line; the downward spiral
Another line; the dizzy panic
Another line; you'll feel better soon
Another line; gone

Blood dripped from her nose as the atmosphere of the party quickly turned from Euphoric to horrifying
She collapsed on the table, drooling, smiling giggling to herself
A white light gazed at her - the infinite beyond, the heavens above
Her friends crowded her
Gawking at the fact that they were watching someone die before them

She did not care

Nothing matters
Nothing's the matter
Nobody will be mine for long
Might as well die
I don't care anymore
That's all; I don't care
This is all there is
Don't leave
You'll leave
You'll all leave
Everyone leaves eventually
Everyone lives eventually



Credits
Writer(s): Megumi Miyazaki
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