20

Uh uh
Look
20
And I've

I've been Searching for the truth
I've been searching for the truth Yes I have

Holding onto mementos of my past
They're my only light that sees me through the dark
I'm drinking too much I need a fresh start
With my brazen heart, kept in these metal chains
In this life, theres no pleasure without pain
No loss without gain, a moth to a flame
Born with a cursed name, politics of blame
Thirst to be blamed when things go astray
Trying to maintain a calm and steady face
Even when the future dares to replace
And displace our grace
It happens all the time
People starve to death for an extra corporate dime
Homes for those who need turn in to vehicles for hunger and greed
I dont know about you but this aint about me
Life is deceit and it's baring its teeth
As I look down the final path
I know life is a bitch and I'm going off

Struggle ain't a good thing when you're suffering
At night
Lonely sometimes cant help but cry
Tears of blood they fall down my eyes
What's the point of even trying, I

I've been searching for the truth yes I have
Searching searching searching searching searching searching for the truth
I've been searching for the truth yes I have
Searching searching searching searching searching searching for the truth

This the worst way to go
20 and I'm losing all hope I choke as I drown no one to hear me out
Kept by the sirens sound
Make sure I'm in the mud never found
I want to disappear into pastures green
Where reality tears at the seams
Know what I want but not what I need
Anger in me I need to release it
Secret key I need to achieve it
No concept of self hard to believe it
Gunning for myself hell must be freezing
So we stay low, the future to behold
Is one of darkness piled high with the stones
Hurts to cope but its for the best in the end
The happiest if I get to rest in the end
Product of a self aware thespian

Struggle aint a good thing when you're suffering
At night
Lonely sometimes cant help but cry
Tears of blood they fall down my eyes
What's the point of even trying, I