Complicated

Where my state of mind
Feels like I'm in the sky
Time flies by looking at my archives
I was in my prime
Now that might be a lie
It's a lie if I don't admit that I'm alright
I miss you, I miss the old you
Wait I miss the idea of you

Highest in the room, miss saying hi to you
After all, we've been through, I really thought it'd be me and you
But now that we're thru, I stare at the moon and I cry
Wonder if "I love you" was just a lie

I felt like I was wasting your time
Should love ever feel like a climb
We were only happy half the time
It's not like I really didn't know why
He's probably all right without me
Or he could be crying daily
Either way, I won't pick up the phone, I wanna be on my own

Here we go again
Dealing with the pain
I can't keep living that way
All I want is you to stay
But that's not right, that's not right
I kinda wish you would spend the night
Right by my side, and holding me tight

You were the highest in the room, I miss saying hi to you
After all that we went through I really thought it would be me and you
But now that we're through, I stare at the moon and cry
Wonder if I love you was a lie

Maybe I was wasting your time
I can't believe you even asked why
Why I love you your such a fool well I like that, well I did
Remember those days in high school
We really thought we so cool, 'cause we were together for so long
But were we really strong?

You were the highest in the room
I miss saying hi to you
After all that we went through
I really thought it would be me and you
Well I did, maybe this is it