The Fault In Me

Sittin in my room and I'm smokin on this blunt
Thinkin about everything that I know I shoulda done
I been a bad man I ain't gon cap on that one
Let me run it through with you let's not jump on the gun
I been playing around too much I was lost in the fun
Call me Icarus I flew too close to the sun
Missed the forest for the trees I shoulda walked instead of run
Tried to rush into things but I left you back in the dust
Listen
Let's rewind the clocks back a year
When time stood still because you were here
When we thought small arguments would not be severe
When the vision that we had for each other was all clear
Everything was out for us but we had no fear
Any challenge was resolved when we'd hold each other near
It was almost as if the real struggle was beneath some veneer
It's like the smiles and the good times hid all the tears
Not to say that our love for each other was not sincere
But maybe underlying problems surfaced over the year
Supposed to have a long ride did not oil up the gears
And when momentum changed we went broke beyond repair
I find that it is normal when a couple's not prepared
But comes a time when a pain is too hard to fuckin bear
By the time one has left the other's left in despair
The fault in me however has nothing left to care

I'm afraid I'm afraid
But I rushed but I rushed but I rushed

Baby I'm afraid to commit
Ever since my last I ain't been the same since
I'm sorry that it turned out like this
Y'know the fault in me I ain't into that caring shit
To hide my insecurities and all of my impurities
No longer into long rides I just wanna hitch
Hang on a few months then I'm boutta switch
Never even have to think about things like
What if I dive deep
Will you come in after me
Nah I don't wanna get into none of that
I been done with that
One heartbreak I had enough of that
And I don't wanna run it back
But the fault in me is telling me to go back to the past
To the past, yea

I'm afraid I'm afraid
But I rushed but I rushed but I rushed

The fault in me
The fault in me
The fault in me