It's Hard to Look You in the Eye When You're Not Really There

Lights fade in lights fade to black
I hang my thoughts upon the coat rack
Breathe in
Breathe out slow

Do you remember the way you looked at me
When you called my name and I forgot how to breathe

I see right through you
I need to feel you
Do you see right through me
Snapback to reality

I can hear the sound of your voice calling out
It takes a conscious effort to recall your face
And I can't tell the difference between what's real and what is not
But that's okay I'll just avoid eye contact

I'm sorry I'm not myself today
I'm sorry but who are you today
I'm sorry I'm not myself today
I'm sorry but who are you today
I'm sorry I'm not myself today
I'm sorry I'm not myself
I'm sorry I'm not myself today
It's getting hard to concentrate on things that matter
So I let it slip away
I'm scared
Sorry this isn't me but
But god damn
Don't look at me like that
I swear I'm not insane
Get me the hell out of this nightmare

I can hear the sound of your voice calling out
It takes a conscious effort to recall your face
And I can't tell the difference between what's real and what is not
But that's okay I'll just avoid eye contact
Oh I might just lay here for a while
Cause I can't feel my heartbeat
Is it my time
If this is it then at least you could look me in the eye



Credits
Writer(s): Cirice Adams
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