Wishes

I still wish you well
Even though it's been some time
I'm still under your spell
And I miss you still
I would tell you all my secrets that I couldn't tell

Uh, maybe if maybe I got my wishes
I keep thinking and thinking shit could be different, no
Maybe if maybe I got my wishes
I keep thinking and thinking shit, uh

Yeah, think I'm losing all my sanity
Like I'm falling out reality
Don't know what keeps on attacking me (no)
But I can't escape it's gravity
It keeps grabbing me, beat me up and stabbing me
Tie me up and dragging me
Through hell and back so casually
I needed you so drastically, needed you so drastically
But now this shit's a tragedy
My demons going after me

I still wish you well
Even though it's been some time
I'm still under your spell
And I miss you still
I would tell you all my secrets that I couldn't tell

Well maybe if maybe I got my wishes
I keep thinking and thinking shit could be different, no
Maybe if maybe I got my wishes
I keep thinking and thinking shit, uh

Trying to, I swear I'm trying to
No matter how hard that I try there's no denying you
Been running circles in my mind and I'm still fighting you
And I'll let you win me every time cause I'll still die for you
Okay, I want you back but I'm worried that I'll go
Fuck it up again
And it's way too late cause I'm too attached to be
Better off as your friend
You won't get out my head
And I'm tired and tired of living in all this regret, no

Well maybe if maybe I got my wishes (got my wishes, wishes)
I keep thinking and thinking shit could be different, no
(could be different, different)
Maybe if maybe I got my wishes (got my wishes, wishes)
I keep thinking and thinking shit, no