I Know

Nah, don't deny it
I know, I know

I thought I could save her
But I guess that she just ain't wanna be saved, yeah
It felt like I gave her the code to my safe and now everything's taken
I don't even pray this pain on my worst enemy
I recall the exact words that she said to me
And they stuck on to me just way too heavily
Spent the next chapter looking for the remedy
But I never found it
Ain't no way around it
So I found distractions
Chemical reactions
On that fuckin' acid
Spend my life blasted
Bout to wreak some havoc
It was good while it lasted

She said she's not ready, but I see the truth
I can tell that you don't want me, yeah, that's the truth
I'll try everything even though it's no use
I know that you're thinking about other dudes
There's nothing I can do to be better
I lost all my chances, know my errors
I hope the hard drugs help me forget her
We used to be so close now we're strangers

Gotta keep on going
Emotions showing
Can't let that happen
The glass is cracking
Gotta mask that mood
Move away from view
Gotta prove myself
I don't need no help
Trying to cope the pain by making all these fucking songs
And I'll admit that shit ain't working and all hope is lost for me
I lost the traces of her love and it's completely gone
What did I ever do to you for you to do me wrong?
Tired of pretending all the time that things are fine
This music shit feels like the only escape, I can't lie
I miss the late nights when you would be here right by my side
And all that trauma led to all these inner mental fights
I feel the tears rolling down my face while I hit 120
I hope I lose control and eliminate the weight I carry
Been dragging it for way too long and it's just getting heavy
If I gotta die to make her happy, I'll do what's necessary
If I die tonight, I'm sorry mama, it was not your fault
But keep in mind that even the brightest stars are bound to fall
Free from a cave formed by my thoughts since I've been trying to crawl
I hope she hears the engine running on this one last call

I thought I could save her
But I guess that she just ain't wanna be saved, yeah
Tried breaking the cycle
My people were saying that I was going psycho
I guess they were right, though
And now I'm out here with a broken heart, I know
Avoiding the signs, oh
I knew what danger I was stepping in, I know
You don't know you're perfect
In every single way that you can imagine
It felt like I had it
The one that would be able to make it happen
You made me a villain
I take it all out on these innocent women
Im picking my victims
I need my revenge so I play with their feelings

You lied
When you
Said you
Loved me
Nah, dont deny it
I know, I know
You lied
When you
Said you
Loved me
Nah, dont deny it
I know, I know
You lied
When you
Said you
Loved me
Nah, don't deny it
I know, I know
I thought I could save her
Oh



Credits
Writer(s): Jesse Ramos
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