Not Okay

I lay down pass out in the darkness
I will doubt all around I've got this
On the ground spinning 'round it started
On my couch, it's loud in my conscience
You, I cant seem to get my mind off the
Truth, I cant seem to get my mind off love

I remember the day just like it was yesterday
I was always afraid, I didn't know what to say
You came over to me, I couldn't stare at your face
I wish it was that day I understood we had fate
On the bad days, you're the source that illuminates
I got bad ways that I go and cope with my pain
It's a sad game that I play it forces to hate
That's a sad blame for the way I treated you

Give me one more chance I won't hesitate
This time around
I said I wanna dance but it's not a date
And you went and frowned
What was I thinking wrong in my brain
Throw in the towel
I was afraid, got what it takes

Give me one more chance I won't hesitate
This time around
I said I wanna dance but it's not a date
And you went and frowned
What was I thinking wrong in my brain
Throw in the towel
I was afraid, got what it takes
I'm not okay

Got me contemplating life
All the other ones faking right
My thoughts my mind are vacant right
Now I can't even make it right
On one hand I leave you stranded
On the other hand I leave you bandaged
I don't try but I'm a bandit
I just don't wanna leave you damaged

Give me one more chance I won't hesitate
This time around
I said I wanna dance but it's not a date
And you went and frowned
What was I thinking wrong in my brain
Throw in the towel
I was afraid, got what it takes
I'm not okay



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Writer(s): Phoenix Parks
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