Reflection

Life is so complicated
Why's it so hard to make it
Decisions I'm forsaking
Tryna settle down, I'm tryna settle down

Looking at myself on
Reflection of my cell phone
Looking like I'm dead wrong
Not who I used to know
Looking at myself on
Reflection of my cell phone
Looking like I'm dead wrong
Not who I used to know

The man in the mirror, mirroring my past
All the complications never last
Time is going fast
Gotta switch the pace, now I'm in a race
Hope I wouldn't crash
Couldn't recognise my face
For once it didn't make me sad
I try to find a balance
In return I lose more of it
Start a business but no dollar of a profit
Working 365, solo in the office
Don't got my shit straight, but know where I'm going
Life's so boring, I'm all alone and
Whoa, ok, ok, ok. Oh
Even tho I'm on a roll
Boat don't move if I don't row
Bitches passed this Jay around
Tryna settle down, picket fences and a garden hoe
No, I don't want another issue
Someone tell my ex that I said I don't miss you
I found some inner peace, when I was with her I would freeze
On them negative degrees, so I built myself an igloo

That's where I'm purple hazing
My thoughts were never jaded
They say I'm going crazy
Shit is getting loud, this shit is getting loud
Life is so complicated
Why's it so hard to make it
Decisions I'm forsaking
Tryna settle down, I'm tryna settle down

Looking at myself on
Reflection of my cell phone
Looking like I'm dead wrong
Not who I used to know
Looking at myself on
Reflection of my cell phone
Looking like I'm dead wrong
Not who I used to know

Can't deny that shit changed
Work for what I got, people think I am deranged
Parties now are lame, got no time because I used it
Spent it making money and the rest is left for music
Too smart for dumb excuses
Don't think you deceived me cause I've been through it
What a fucking nuisance
Sorry I'm not sorry I get pissed, I'm only human
Made me think that I was useless, modern day Judas
Oh well fuck it
Got my eyes locked on the prize
I'm out here talking facts, all you do is spreading lies
Said I never reached out but you didn't even try
This kind of shit go both ways, tell me why you switching sides
What changed your mind
What emotions have you felt
If anything I'm the only person you could tell
Try to go around and look for some help
Or maybe I should cause I'm talking to myself



Credits
Writer(s): Jay Cuevas
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