what if i DIED? would you love me then?

I don't know how to let go
To end this once and for all
I hear the angels they're calling
They're telling me to come home
I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger
I should've loved you a bit longer
I'm taking drugs with no doctor
It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

I should be a better father
I should be a better brother
I should be a better husband
It's my fault I couldn't love you
I should be a better friend
I'm the reason you left
I'm the reason you blame the rest
And I'm the reason why heart break is all you expect from them
I should've been a better son to my mom
It's like nothing I do is ever enough
What's it like to feel loved
My heart and my soul dark
From all the times it was torn apart
I'm sorry this was the only way
I'm sorry I couldn't keep me alive, but I couldn't take the pain

(Anymore) I don't know how to let go
To end this once and for all
I hear the angels they're calling
They're telling me to come home
I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger
I should've loved you a bit longer
I'm taking drugs with no doctor
It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

You should be a better uncle
Why can't you see that you had it all
Your son needs his father and now he's alone
You're so selfish
And all this pain I feel is your fault
I love you and I wish I could take it all back
But that's not how my pride works and you should've known all that
I feel like I'm going crazy
Things haven't been the same lately
I wish your soul could forgive me
I took your love for granted and look what It caused
My heart and my soul dark
From all the times it was torn apart
I'm sorry this was the only way
I'm sorry I couldn't keep you alive, but I couldn't take the pain

(Anymore) I don't know how to let go
To end this once and for all
I hear the angels they're calling
They're telling me to come home
I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger
I should've loved you a bit longer
I'm taking drugs with no doctor
It keeps my demons deep in their slumber
I don't know how to let go
To end this once and for all
I hear the angels they're calling
They're telling me to come home
I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger
I should've loved you a bit longer
I'm taking drugs with no doctor
It keeps my demons deep in their slumber

This project is meant for the all kids and all the people out there
That feel that they don't have someone that can listen to them
Or feel that they're alone



Credits
Writer(s): Jose Gomez
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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