Winter Blues

Everyday, I try to be better
But you know it's tough
Stuck in my old ways
And I'm tryna get out of that box
But you know that its rough
There be so many people
Who be fronting
Smile in your face
But they really be bluffing
You said that shit
Man I swore it was nothing
In reality,
It really was hurting
But still keep a smile on my face
Cause praying to God
I got a faith
That all of the work
I be putting in
Gonna one day
Put me up with the greats
I know that some people relate
That's the reason
That I gotta say it
Man telling your problems
To people who don't really care
Is the biggest mistake
I always thought
That the people you closest to,
Gonna be honest with you
But now that I'm hearing the gossip behind my back
I gotta face the truth
That you never know what is real
And you'll never know what to feel
When all of the secrets revealed
Preventing the scars that won't heal to be killed
I can't be talking bout no bitches and jewelry
Cause that reality far from me
But I be writing something
That's finna come to your mind
When you thinking bout poetry
I know that I probably got enemies
But I don't even know they identity
Cause evil's always gonna hide in the people
You never expected
That's the irony

Playing games
I can see it in they eyes
Ain't no surprise
When they take off the disguise
Crystal clear
I can see right through they lies
But that's alright...
Cause I'm alright
Playing games
I can see it in they eyes
Ain't no surprise
When they take off the disguise
Crystal clear
I can see right through they lies
But that's alright...

Some people love you
And some people just need you
They be the ones
That be causing the issues
But they the first ones
To hand you a tissue
Boy, that's a gift and a curse
Couple lessons I done learned
I turned the page
And some bridges got burned
But I can see all the blessings I earned
Told me sit down
But I know it's my turn
Disrespect and I won't take it lightly
Wanna talk better do it politely
This ain't soccer
But that shit can get messy
Keeping my head in the game
Cause I see the people
Who trying to stop me
And make me fall out of my lane
I'm keeping myself in the range of greatness
And the crown will be attained
By one name
Rasheed Saibu
I'm in the convo no typo
Ion need makeup too guapo
She calling me Papi Chulo (Nah)
I'd rather be Papi Mula
Chasing dinero
No insta putas
Can't sit on the sofa
Gotta maneuver
Gotta start putting the stakes
Pull it from deep
Fuck a lay up
Man we don't go to sleep
Gotta stay up
Cause the people that plotting
Be dangerous, atrocious
Gotta focus on who really real
And who be fugazi
I need a meal
Man fuck a Mercedes
I'm tryna eat
But niggas ain't helping
Cause the people who sit at your table
Prolly tell fables
And the niggas you got a connection with
It prolly be weak
Need a cable
Last supper you get played by Judas
Shit be feeling like Cain and Abel
My heart is a box of emotions
This pen is what keeps em stable
I know that I'm able

Playing games
I can see it in they eyes
Ain't no surprise...
Crystal clear
I can see right through they lies
But it's alright...