Double Standard

A waste of time
Is what I was labeled
Because of falters in a life
That just seemed unstable
Faced with my mistakes every day
Now I wither away
Looking back at all that I've done
Tell me should I change
Or keep living in my fear

Tell me what
You think I should be
Or the pain that you wish I'd see
But let's me real
You'll never say a thing
It's not your fault
You're just a coward too

Why did I fucking do this?
Why can't you please come save me?
Have my back one more time
Before this is all over

You look at me with those eyes like you're better
But you're not, you're nothing more than a hypocrite
You live your life in a shell afraid to try
You'd rather hide until it's time to fucking die

I wish
I could just show you
One single day in my life
Then maybe you'd understand
What's it's like
Being mislabeled
Being mislabeled
Being mislabeled

I've never felt so alone
It's like I'm lost in my mind
Like I've lost my way home
Left behind
I just keep fighting this war
But I never gain hope
Feels like there's no where to go
Here alone