Happiness (feat. Barbz With the Bars)

You ever waste time painting hollow rooms white
The ghost bleeding through the cracks for the sight of light
Demons head lurking memories covered in spite
It's easy to die but I'm a lover destined to fight
Money root of all evil I need hell to survive
Yet I'm held up by the kin that I hold down tight
The night became a nine terror healed the wound
Vision goons smell the fumes hear the tool go boom
Adrenaline rushing sweaty terrors in my screams
On the surface I'm LeBron come with shitty teams
I'm a man out to put my name on the belt
I hate what I endure but I'm in love with myself
Yea, I'm in love with myself
I hate what I endure but I'm in love with myself
Depression is insidious serious mysterious
Lucifer's curious through the pain I felt

Where is the Lord in all this
I feel like in life I lost the hardest
Can't see the trees for the forest
My futures looking sordid
My darkest days behind me
Life lessons inside me
Asking the Lord to hide me
The devil knows where to find me
But I won't let them define me
Happiness seems to always defy me

Was conceived on the night of the devil's prima nocta
It's hard enough in this life to not get locked up
Hard enough for minorities to get paid proper
Without having to duck Feds snakes rats and coppers
Riding alone by myself don't wanna involve anyone else
Just me and the Lords will whether heaven or hell
Living on borrowed time every time I hear the church bell
Even the angels have a price at which they would sell
Their souls for a taste of the forbidden fruit
At the same when we yell gimme the loot gimme the loot
It's all the same whether garter belt or jumpsuit
Just know the game is rigged for all of us to lose
It's like the ball or the sword which you blindly choose
Not knowing the way getting lost in the cues
My rendered soul got me lost in the blues
Paying the cost to just to pay my motherfucking dues
How would you like to take a walk in my motherfucking shoes

Where is the Lord in all this
I feel like in life I lost the hardest
Can't see the trees for the forest
My futures looking sordid
My Darkest days behind me
Life lessons inside me
Asking the Lord to hide me
The devil knows where to find me
But I won't let them define me
Happiness seems to always defy me

世界一天又一天
好像我们还在睡眠
人类阴险社会危险
魔鬼最爱威胁
有时候我什么也看不见
眼泪盖住我的脸
真的无法改变
脑袋好像一根高压线
社会只管你的钱
政府只管刮你面
老百姓一直被欺骗
但是我们真的无法回到以前
世界还在继续转变

Where is the Lord in all this
I feel like in life I lost the hardest
Can't see the trees for the forest
My futures looking sordid
My Darkest days behind me
Life lessons inside me
Asking the Lord to hide me
The devil knows where to find me
But I won't let them define me
Happiness seems to always defy me



Credits
Writer(s): Erwin Rios
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