So Close, Almost

I went on many different dates
Trying to find the one for me
Trying to find the spark among the flames

And every time I spent the night
Oh something just didn't feel right
And I feel like I'm the one to blame

'Cause it wouldn't matter if you were faultless
If I don't feel the butterflies it's hopeless

There's just something missing, love
And I just cant explain it
But this picture of us
Looks different to what I painted
And I wanted to love you
That's what I hated the most
So close, almost

I tried to take the pressure off
Didn't really do alot
Still feel like I'm lying to myself

And everything I said was truth
I wanted to want more with you
But the more time that passed I could tell

That maybe I wasn't ready
Or maybe I'm just empty

There's just something missing, love
And I just can't explain it
But this picture of us
Looks different to what I painted
And I wanted to love you
That's what I hated the most
We were so close, almost

Oh there's something missing
Oh there's something missing
Oh there's something missing
Oh there's something missing

There's just something missing, love
And I just can't explain it
I wanted to feel what you feel
But my heart is saying

What's missing, love
No one can explain it
But you'll feel enough
You'll feel all the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulders
They'll take it and carry you home
And you will know
And you will know