Brick Wall

It ain't a secret my feed will tell you I lost my father
A father figure a father picture
He need a Oscar
Portrayed s role and he did better then who they booking
Except no cameras recording so ain't nobody looking
It's all a purpose so fuel the passion and fuck the burden
Inside your mind is all on you control the things you release
Negative thoughts will turn to actions if it's what you believe
You know that love is coming to you Don't give i when it's deep
When I was younger I'd pray to jesus before I sleep
Was waking up but it didn't even feel like a dream
I got connections i see the spirits when Im asleep
Before you left I was dreaming bout you the prior week

Tell me something do I sound like I'm crazy and overreaching
Am I looking for a bullshit reason to start preaching
Tell me am I honestly tweaking
Or sound demeaning
It's just the way I been thinking
Tell me something do I sound like I'm crazy and overreaching
Am I looking for a bullshit reason to start preaching
Tell me am I honestly tweaking
Or sound demeaning
It's just the way I been thinking

Brick walls been hitting me back to back seems impossible
I try to search for a reason to beat the obstacles
I'm Pulling every week it's overtime
I can't complain about it just provide for all of mine
Niggas snitching is the reason that big Stoner doin time
Got me fucked up
I swear to god that momma would be here if he wouldnt locked up
I swear to God if we wasn't Youngin's they would've popped us
I leave the shit all over the table like it's a pop up
The last time I seen you was flat screen
Was Harder on me as a child so the shit seemed
Bad to me
It's hard to give in to attention
When you bashing me
It's hard to say that I'm ok while having casket dreams
You quick to flip over some money then be mad at me
Over a couple hundred dollars you a dad to me
It's in the past wit me

Tell me something do I sound like I'm crazy and overreaching
Am I looking for a bullshit reason to start preaching
Tell me am i honestly tweaking
Or sound demeaning
It's just the way I been thinking
Tell me something do I sound like I'm crazy and overreaching
Am I looking for a bullshit reason to start preaching
Tell me am I honestly tweaking
Or sound demeaning
It's just the way I been thinking

And at this point it's like the fifth time
To tell the truth I'm losing track it just ain't on my mind
Knowing who I am and what I do I can't get outta line
Some shit ain't worth the time and
Tell the truth that's like most of the time
Focus on yourself and those around you that wanna be down
It's always love and good energy when you come around
Making it easier to get through the day Knowing
There's people in ya corner And it's stayin that way
My auntie told me I had every reason to walk away
But all my shoulders built wit iron
I was made for the weight
It's up to you to find yourself
There ain't no fingers to blame
Can talk about it all the time
But at some point what's the wait