Maintain

And I'm tryna maintain
Life's threw a couple curveballs my way
And I'm tryna maintain
Needed that hookah let it hit my face
Clearly not in the race
Quick detour getting on the wrong exit
She prolly not finna wait
Holding on to feelings too long had to dead it

(Yeah)
And I regret it
First things first let me apologize
I really didn't mean to hurt you that many times
Telling you lies with the truth in disguise
Promising change if you give me more time
All of those years that you let go by
Could've had a couple dudes back in your prime
Probably had a couple niggas waiting in line

I know it's been torture
Holding on to things you should prolly let go
Giving cold shoulder
Probably not the best thing for you I know

But I'm tryna maintain
Life's threw a couple curveballs my way
And I'm tryna maintain
Needed that hookah let it hit my face
Clearly not in the race
Quick detour getting on the wrong exit
She prolly not finna wait
Holding on to feelings too long had to dead it

Had a misunderstanding
I was on the way to your house with a bandage
Hoping that the sorries' would make it all better
But I knew better gotta do better
Barely holding on with the news that's dropped
Had to hold back cus your tears wont stop
Caught you in your hometown in the same spot
In the same city cus the downtowns hot

I know things aren't easy
Holding on to things your should prolly let go
I'm in need
Of a little downtime cus I'm always on go

And I'm tryna maintain
Life's threw a couple curveballs my way
And I'm tryna maintain
Needed that hookah let it hit my face
Clearly not in the race
Quick detour getting on the wrong exit
She prolly not finna wait
Holding on to feelings too long had to dead it