No Sympathy

I don't know what's going on
Hittin decline when they call my phone
My lights on but there's no one home
I'm hearing voices when I'm all alone
Hearing the snakes that call me bro
Hearing my momma saying I told you so
Sayin the biggest ships sink over the smallest holes
Now i see I was on my own all along

What you know about this pain of mine
Backstabbed so many times I can't stand in lines
They left me for dead But i didn't die
And they hate that I'm still alive
Yea they mad at it cuz I'm back at it
Back trapping back rapping
Show nuff i'm the only one spitting fire
Feeling like the last dragon
Name gone live longer than a crack addict
Before I sold drugs I use to just steer
They saw me coming up like I'm using the stairs
They tryna line me but they ain't doing my hair
This must be what Sigel felt in the air
I swear I'm trying to find the love that Use to be there
I'm hearing boo's that use to be cheers
From some strangers that use to be peers
Ready to take my spot like it's musical chairs
Same pain just a new day
Had dark nights before Bruce Wayne
Gotham thinking I was losing
But i stay above defeat like a shoestring
Cuz it's not a lost When i kno' what I could gain
I ain't playing Like Bootlegs on a BlueRay
Be damn I'm eating carrots
At the top of the food chain
And if they do prey I do pray
They ready For this 38
Since they outta pocket like loose change
Smoke em like a new strain
Cuz I been thru thangs
Fake friends can bring true pain
Something like a mood rang
You'll See their true colors when that mood change
I Hear sorries It's too late for it then
I rather make money instead of making amends
That's why they put them last three letters on friend
You could see it always come to an end
Glad I got my brothers
Like Boogs Sab and Butta
Looting and shooting my block was plunder
Every shoot out hoping that God among us
Cuz we ain't have vest we had to used cars for cover
Block full of killas ain't no regular people
Dead bodies everyday cuz the residents evil
Yea the cops around but don't let that deceive you
Them shots rang they ducking like the rest of people
And they know I will never tell
I was eleven telling cops burn in hell
Been a teen since cuz I would never turn to twelve
I'll spin a 100 blocks before I need they help
Daydreaming bout making a million
In the park dealing where it ain't safe for children
Long bread like a hero but labeled a villain
But there like a Super
Man you need a fix in the building?
Pissy exits shit on the floor
And you don't know if it's from a feen or dog
Buncha feens in the halls and they feening for more
Leaning to floor you would think they would fall
I ain't sayin my life bad But it was never good
I did things I ain't never should
But picking pussy over money I never would
Me miss the chicken? I never could
Balling in the game and i ain't breaking a sweat
Staying in my lane making a way out the ject's
Experience the best teacher and I learnt from the best
Still making some mistake I ain't learn from it yet
Make it hot I earned my respect
I went to war and came out a vet
Got wounds scars and burns on my flesh
I love life cuz I flirted with death