Goodbye

I wrote a list of all my bros and now I'm up in my feelings
I'm on FaceTime with lil baby it hurt her cause she can't heal me
We aint never say no goodbye
And we got to much lost time
He thinking redrum that's a homicide
Just take it slow before I push rewind
He keep on wondering can't tell if this the life for him
Got guardian angels but he praying that he make a way

And I ain't ever said my (Goodbye)
Tell them lay me to a lullaby
I ran from pain as adolescent gotta face it when I'm older
Tryna not go miss my dad but that chip still on my shoulders
Abusing drugs in the night he live like a lonely stoner
And I smoking away the pain I'm writing verse after verse
Tryna just let it go but I can't just let it go
I pay for therapy but im praying that yo love is therapeutic
I ain't know I was this fucked up deep inside sometimes I lose it
This not no physiological game but this shit is getting deep
And it get hard to hold up yo head when yo neck is giving out
I understand if you can't love me don't worry that shit is fine
Deep depression fighting demons you can see the look in my eyes
My heart just stopped but it came back wasted like gta
Should call me Edison the way these bulbs come in my brain
And I don't know which way that this can go
But we ride and we slide and I don't know

I ain't gon hold y'all check this shit out
I been goin thru some bullshit heart stopped
And came back got me wasted like it's gta

I wrote a list of all my bros and now I'm up in my feelings
I'm on FaceTime with lil baby it hurt her cause she can't heal me
We aint never say no goodbye
And we got to much lost time
He thinking redrum that's a homicide
Just take it slow before I push rewind
He keep on wondering can't tell if this the life for him
Got guardian angels but he praying that he make a way