Apologies
Ok now listen up to what I gotta say
I've takin time
In my reflection every day
Reminiscenin all the pain
Made a choice to make a change
This a letter to my family
For my sister in the grave
That's just a start
I got a list of many names
Gotta fix what I became
Don't get it twisted when I claim this
I hurt the ones who gave a shit and woulda stayed
Y'all kept it real
While I just tripped and slipped away
And this ain't what I wished to happen
Something switched up in my brain
My mental health it started shiftin'
I was skitsing day to day
I prayed to god I wouldn't lose you
Guess I pissed that to grave
I lay beneath the ground with demons
I'm convicted from my ways ya
So convicted, depicting the paths I coulda chose
What I could have done or didn't do
I'll never know
The key to freedom lies within my future
This is how I grow
So let me start this off with how I'm sorry for that roll
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
I let y'all down and i'm just tryna turn it round for ya
Lost your respect
I understand you have your doubts
I'm only here for what it is and what it was
Not here to pout
I'm Just a man, who's tryna right his wrongs
To fix what I sent out
An this may never change a thang ya
Sometimes we gotta cut are losses
Accepting the past made pain
I took a risk, what can I say
Why would you stay
My reoccurring actions speak about my name
They say pride will be your downfall
Greed will take your soul and Envy end you under ground dawg
Lord I pray for better days
Ya That's my damn call
Crying out for help
I need forgiveness
Cause my life just hit a damn wall
An I'm takin responsibility
Seen the way I've treated many people with hostility
Ya feelin me
No reason for my actions
No reason to play the victim b
I'm owning my mistakes
For bein false
My inabilities
Go put that blame on me
I feel ashamed homie
Too many friends I threw away
It's time change
I wanna show y'all I can shine
Clean that slate and leave behind
All that pain I felt inside
Be the man you love at times
The One who rhymes funny lines
Gets you laughin till you cry
Never salty bout a situation
When they may arise
Be the best man in the building
Hustle hard to reach the sky
My apologies for drifting
Shoulda never left side
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
I've takin time
In my reflection every day
Reminiscenin all the pain
Made a choice to make a change
This a letter to my family
For my sister in the grave
That's just a start
I got a list of many names
Gotta fix what I became
Don't get it twisted when I claim this
I hurt the ones who gave a shit and woulda stayed
Y'all kept it real
While I just tripped and slipped away
And this ain't what I wished to happen
Something switched up in my brain
My mental health it started shiftin'
I was skitsing day to day
I prayed to god I wouldn't lose you
Guess I pissed that to grave
I lay beneath the ground with demons
I'm convicted from my ways ya
So convicted, depicting the paths I coulda chose
What I could have done or didn't do
I'll never know
The key to freedom lies within my future
This is how I grow
So let me start this off with how I'm sorry for that roll
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
I let y'all down and i'm just tryna turn it round for ya
Lost your respect
I understand you have your doubts
I'm only here for what it is and what it was
Not here to pout
I'm Just a man, who's tryna right his wrongs
To fix what I sent out
An this may never change a thang ya
Sometimes we gotta cut are losses
Accepting the past made pain
I took a risk, what can I say
Why would you stay
My reoccurring actions speak about my name
They say pride will be your downfall
Greed will take your soul and Envy end you under ground dawg
Lord I pray for better days
Ya That's my damn call
Crying out for help
I need forgiveness
Cause my life just hit a damn wall
An I'm takin responsibility
Seen the way I've treated many people with hostility
Ya feelin me
No reason for my actions
No reason to play the victim b
I'm owning my mistakes
For bein false
My inabilities
Go put that blame on me
I feel ashamed homie
Too many friends I threw away
It's time change
I wanna show y'all I can shine
Clean that slate and leave behind
All that pain I felt inside
Be the man you love at times
The One who rhymes funny lines
Gets you laughin till you cry
Never salty bout a situation
When they may arise
Be the best man in the building
Hustle hard to reach the sky
My apologies for drifting
Shoulda never left side
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Those who never switched they lane
Loyal through that storm, that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
Send my apologies to those I left in pain
Loyal through that storm that rain
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Writer(s): Jack Tyerman
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